Being sick is hard when you're alone

Enough said. I miss my mom.

What kind of trip am I on?

Almost a month ago, I quit my job (April 7th to be exact). It seemed to me that God was telling me to do it. After I did it, He gave me some pretty obvious confirmations. Some days I wonder if I did the right thing. I still have a house, power, gas, water and my dog. I've tried to get rid of junk I don't need. I've tried not to be afraid. I've learned to worry only about today. I want to be closer to God. I want to be more like Him.

What should we expect from life and what should we seek? I've never had a desire to be rich, but I've also never figured out how to be comfortable being poor either. Many days I wake up and know that just waking up is enough. Others I wake up and I want more. More of everything.

Amongst other things, that's what I'm thinking about today, May 4th, 2008.